Sunday, November 08, 2009
Peedoubleyou's OhPee is tomorrow. I'm pretty afraid of Q&A! But I'm just going to go there and put in my very best. Have to, can't afford to screw PW up.
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minka out
@ |9:44 PM|
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Days do zoom past too quickly. OP's in what, 3 days. Great.
I was just writing something for a dear friend, when I remembered a certain incident. I don't know why you have to hide even from me what you really felt during that time. Why can't you just show it, your concern for her? Why tell me everything, then turn around and tell me a different story? When I face her, and hear her complaints about you, how I want to tell her whatever you said, but I can't, for I promised. It's a struggle. To understand you, and try to keep her unbiased.
As we near the end of the year, separations are inevitable. Miss, as we will, we should never forget those that made an impact in our lives. Keep them in our hearts. And I hope that they will, too, remember us.
I have a wish. A wish for everyone to let go of all their unhappiness and come to love each other. A wish for no one to be ostracized, criticized, cast aside. A wish of hope for all the hurt souls out there. A wish of unity. A wish of forgiveness. A wish of kindness. A wish, of love.
He will be my guide
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minka out
@ |10:00 PM|
Thursday, August 27, 2009
This has been a rough three days.
Monday:
Piano exam was... I don't know how should I put it but, I think I didn't do well. I could have done like a million zillion times better. I didn't know why I was so nervous and scared as well that both my hands went frozen and I couldn't play properly at all.
Tuesday:
Probably my one and only chance in my life to perform at esplanade. I thought we didn't sound very good. Weird high notes that split all over the place and weird sound that came out. But it was a good experience working with another choir and perform in consonant-eating esplanade haha. I enjoyed myself though, and i totally enjoyed watching the choirs after intermission (: YAY.
Wednesday:
BMTC was fun okay. I like the IMT, i.e., the simulated rifle thingy! Very fun leh I like shooting the funny looking yellow colour person/statue. I'm not that bad okay. And I thought the food was really good and definitely much much much better than what my dad had to go through. Nice recreation room. The bed also quite soft! (yah, i was itchy handed, and poked the bed a bit) The army guys were really funny; they all came looking out of their windows HAHA. And my group's guide, KIAN. GOSH HE'S DAMN FUNNY :D Nice guide! yupp.
So it's been a tiring three days. late nights and stuff. Oh well. I'll just have to survive past this week, and I pray for God's guidance.
BYEBYE FOR NOW.
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minka out
@ |12:07 AM|
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
There's something wrong and I can't post a picture.
I'm so irritated by this whole coming month. So many things happening, so little time and I'm totally exhausted.
3/8 - rehearsal at istana, jap exam
7/8 - ndoc performance at istana
8/8 - singdollar musical (okay this one go watch with mummy)
24/8- piano exam, rehearsal at esplanade
25/8- "a choral odessy" performance at esplanade
This schedule just means no bowling training for me next month, plus more piano lessons, plus later sleeping time, because I have to study for jap exam plus revise scores PLUS do homework and study for tests. This is so frustrating. Haha, I'm already behind time in work for maths, i think. Gosh. BUT it's okay because I know that there are loads of people who will support me through this month, and always give me the encouragement i need.
What's more, God's there for me to lean on.
Too many things happening recently! But don't worry about me alright, all those who can see this! I'm fine! I believe that I can definitely pass through this coming month with a very pleasant mood (i hope). So sorry to keithy and val and the rest for my bad mood recently sigh! I feel so bad now. SORRY GUYS ):
I hope everyone else will be happy too! So if you see this and you're sad, don't be alright! Cheer up, because there's so many more happy things in life to be cheerful about (:
if you could see me now
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minka out
@ |10:48 PM|
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
just like a bleeding rose, his heart was shattered, broken, twisted beyond recognition
I hope everything with everyone is fine. So much tears, anger, despair, sorrow, disappointment, helplessness and loss of trust everywhere. Yet I can't do anything to help all of them. I pray for Him to give them the strength to step out from all the gloominess and into the light.
Let's hope everything's fine.
Don't worry I'm not emo over common test. Results don't have much effect on me, as said before.
Please be fine
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minka out
@ |11:46 PM|
Monday, July 13, 2009
why didn't you tell me earlier?
I'll dry up these tears and tell myself that I AM strong. I'll go through this whole thing with courage and strength from Him.
This day is really not a good one. I hope everything will be fine in no time, that everyone will be alright again. It feels as though there's something in me that's ripping apart and it's really painful. No, it's not results. I never do really get affected by results anyway.
No matter what, I know that He will guide me through it.
I place my life in Your hands
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minka out
@ |11:21 PM|
Monday, June 22, 2009
sadly, picture does not have kennard, bi qi and kia hin.
I hate studying for exams.
I'm gonna be in a super ultra horrible murderous mood if my body breaks down once again because of the stress. And yes, that means, I'll be snapping at almost everyone who irritates me and of course, staying in a hospital and trying my best not to get the H1N1. Yay.
Okay, enough ranting oops.
I LOVED THE BOWLING BBQ AND GAMES :D
We had so much fun!
Thanks: -
KEITHY my fellow gamemaster and of course for buying tons and tons of things together! and of course, carrying the many many things!
VALLY for really trying her best to help out and liasing with the bbq people and carrying things!
KENNARD MUMMY who is very automatic and came to help us carry the stuff - MACHO MAN :D
KIAHIN my dear girl, who despite everything, and the last minute-ness, booked the BBQ pit for us and put up with my nagginess!
KOW for, trying to plan, and being so SPORTING on that day! haha best player ever! :D
XIAOTIAN because he really came down to help but we ended up being really behind schedule and up till now i still feel so apologetic towards him! ahhh i apologise again, xt!
AND ALL THE REST because you came and played and enjoyed yourselves!! :)
Yay, fun fun fun. It was a great day! Too bad we didn't take any pictures. But it's so sad the seniors are graduating and leaving the 8 of us (yikes.) behind. Well, all the best seniors, for everything in the future!
HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING AND COMMON TESTS ARE COMING :(
that means, i am dying.
study progress:
80% math
50% geog
50% econs
30% chem
YAY I'LL DIE FOR CHEM.
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minka out
@ |12:40 AM|
little ynja, so innocent and sweet.
And yes, I will trust in Him, and cast my burden unto Him, that He may guide me in the path to take. I shall place tomorrow's OP unto the hands of the Lord, and whatever comes, I'll gladly accept it!The LORD is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in him, and I am helped: therefore my heart greatly rejoiceth; and with my song will I praise him. (Psalm 28:7)
minka out
@ |9:44 PM|
Days do zoom past too quickly. OP's in what, 3 days. Great.
I was just writing something for a dear friend, when I remembered a certain incident. I don't know why you have to hide even from me what you really felt during that time. Why can't you just show it, your concern for her? Why tell me everything, then turn around and tell me a different story? When I face her, and hear her complaints about you, how I want to tell her whatever you said, but I can't, for I promised. It's a struggle. To understand you, and try to keep her unbiased.
As we near the end of the year, separations are inevitable. Miss, as we will, we should never forget those that made an impact in our lives. Keep them in our hearts. And I hope that they will, too, remember us.
I have a wish. A wish for everyone to let go of all their unhappiness and come to love each other. A wish for no one to be ostracized, criticized, cast aside. A wish of hope for all the hurt souls out there. A wish of unity. A wish of forgiveness. A wish of kindness. A wish, of love.
He will be my guide
minka out
@ |10:00 PM|
Oh yay, it works again.
This has been a rough three days.
Monday:
Piano exam was... I don't know how should I put it but, I think I didn't do well. I could have done like a million zillion times better. I didn't know why I was so nervous and scared as well that both my hands went frozen and I couldn't play properly at all.
Tuesday:
Probably my one and only chance in my life to perform at esplanade. I thought we didn't sound very good. Weird high notes that split all over the place and weird sound that came out. But it was a good experience working with another choir and perform in consonant-eating esplanade haha. I enjoyed myself though, and i totally enjoyed watching the choirs after intermission (: YAY.
Wednesday:
BMTC was fun okay. I like the IMT, i.e., the simulated rifle thingy! Very fun leh I like shooting the funny looking yellow colour person/statue. I'm not that bad okay. And I thought the food was really good and definitely much much much better than what my dad had to go through. Nice recreation room. The bed also quite soft! (yah, i was itchy handed, and poked the bed a bit) The army guys were really funny; they all came looking out of their windows HAHA. And my group's guide, KIAN. GOSH HE'S DAMN FUNNY :D Nice guide! yupp.
So it's been a tiring three days. late nights and stuff. Oh well. I'll just have to survive past this week, and I pray for God's guidance.
BYEBYE FOR NOW.
minka out
@ |12:07 AM|
111.
There's something wrong and I can't post a picture.
I'm so irritated by this whole coming month. So many things happening, so little time and I'm totally exhausted.
3/8 - rehearsal at istana, jap exam
7/8 - ndoc performance at istana
8/8 - singdollar musical (okay this one go watch with mummy)
24/8- piano exam, rehearsal at esplanade
25/8- "a choral odessy" performance at esplanade
This schedule just means no bowling training for me next month, plus more piano lessons, plus later sleeping time, because I have to study for jap exam plus revise scores PLUS do homework and study for tests. This is so frustrating. Haha, I'm already behind time in work for maths, i think. Gosh. BUT it's okay because I know that there are loads of people who will support me through this month, and always give me the encouragement i need.
What's more, God's there for me to lean on.
Too many things happening recently! But don't worry about me alright, all those who can see this! I'm fine! I believe that I can definitely pass through this coming month with a very pleasant mood (i hope). So sorry to keithy and val and the rest for my bad mood recently sigh! I feel so bad now. SORRY GUYS ):
I hope everyone else will be happy too! So if you see this and you're sad, don't be alright! Cheer up, because there's so many more happy things in life to be cheerful about (:
if you could see me now
minka out
@ |10:48 PM|
just like a bleeding rose, his heart was shattered, broken, twisted beyond recognition
I hope everything with everyone is fine. So much tears, anger, despair, sorrow, disappointment, helplessness and loss of trust everywhere. Yet I can't do anything to help all of them. I pray for Him to give them the strength to step out from all the gloominess and into the light.
Let's hope everything's fine.
Don't worry I'm not emo over common test. Results don't have much effect on me, as said before.
Please be fine
minka out
@ |11:46 PM|
why didn't you tell me earlier?
I'll dry up these tears and tell myself that I AM strong. I'll go through this whole thing with courage and strength from Him.
This day is really not a good one. I hope everything will be fine in no time, that everyone will be alright again. It feels as though there's something in me that's ripping apart and it's really painful. No, it's not results. I never do really get affected by results anyway.
No matter what, I know that He will guide me through it.
I place my life in Your hands
minka out
@ |11:21 PM|
sadly, picture does not have kennard, bi qi and kia hin.
I hate studying for exams.
I'm gonna be in a super ultra horrible murderous mood if my body breaks down once again because of the stress. And yes, that means, I'll be snapping at almost everyone who irritates me and of course, staying in a hospital and trying my best not to get the H1N1. Yay.
Okay, enough ranting oops.
I LOVED THE BOWLING BBQ AND GAMES :D
We had so much fun!
Thanks: -
KEITHY my fellow gamemaster and of course for buying tons and tons of things together! and of course, carrying the many many things!
VALLY for really trying her best to help out and liasing with the bbq people and carrying things!
KENNARD MUMMY who is very automatic and came to help us carry the stuff - MACHO MAN :D
KIAHIN my dear girl, who despite everything, and the last minute-ness, booked the BBQ pit for us and put up with my nagginess!
KOW for, trying to plan, and being so SPORTING on that day! haha best player ever! :D
XIAOTIAN because he really came down to help but we ended up being really behind schedule and up till now i still feel so apologetic towards him! ahhh i apologise again, xt!
AND ALL THE REST because you came and played and enjoyed yourselves!! :)
Yay, fun fun fun. It was a great day! Too bad we didn't take any pictures. But it's so sad the seniors are graduating and leaving the 8 of us (yikes.) behind. Well, all the best seniors, for everything in the future!
HOLIDAYS ARE ENDING AND COMMON TESTS ARE COMING :(
that means, i am dying.
study progress:
80% math
50% geog
50% econs
30% chem
YAY I'LL DIE FOR CHEM.
minka out
@ |12:40 AM|